tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38984130898680130022024-03-13T19:28:37.985-07:00Dolor Notes...Emotions untouched & unleashed...Styphinson Tomshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08526939359706130381noreply@blogger.comBlogger9125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898413089868013002.post-66893430689569108572011-11-26T19:29:00.001-08:002011-11-26T19:30:23.841-08:00shadow among the trees<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
A shadow among the trees<br />
walking away from me<br /> In a cold winter morning,<br />
beneath the gloomy clouds<br /> Ushered by darkness<br />
you walked away from me<br /> Shadows of your love<br />
drawing puzzles in the sand<br /> I found my way out<br />
through those footprints <br /> I couldn't follow you<br />
to ours own world<br /> pink salwar and a<br />
black worn out sweater <br /> never gave me the look<br />
I longed for a long</div>Styphinson Tomshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08526939359706130381noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898413089868013002.post-87476122463281204992011-11-01T19:35:00.000-07:002011-11-01T19:37:09.004-07:00Looking for a Nest!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Away From This World</div>
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When I realize that I was living in a lie</div>
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The world left me behind alone,</div>
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And only the sky is before me</div>
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What is the next step?</div>
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I am looking for a Nest! </div>
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Outside there is only concrete creeks</div>
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I am becoming a stranger to myself</div>
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There are no untold words, </div>
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There is no unexpressed love</div>
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Nothing went in vein </div>
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And nothing was fruitful </div>
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The world has left me behind </div>
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<a href="http://varnacheppu.blogspot.com/2011/11/looking-for-nest.html">I am looking for a Nest.</a></div>
<span id="goog_2021937552"></span><span id="goog_2021937553"></span><a href="http://www.blogger.com/"></a></div>Styphinson Tomshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08526939359706130381noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898413089868013002.post-8659000543218669052011-08-01T04:09:00.000-07:002011-08-01T04:10:58.448-07:00Those days are overDo you say that I still love u dear ..<br />Yesterday when it rained<br />thousands of water drops brought me<br />tons of memories of you.<br />Do you believe that am still awake in<br />this late night thinking of you and dreaming of you...<br />Idiot those days are over!Styphinson Tomshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08526939359706130381noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898413089868013002.post-16814085204888055692011-06-02T01:29:00.000-07:002011-06-02T01:30:23.150-07:00dandelionLike a dandelion in wind not<br />knowing where am I going.<br />sweet rose petals around me ,<br />You smell nice as long as I love you<br />It still rains outside and warm-<br />inside your arms like a child.<br />Am afraid of loosing you<br />I fear the darkness outside may engulf me.<br /><br />A time when I forget myself and<br />live with out past and future.<br />your presence gave me pleasure but<br />am not tied to any more restriction.<br />This is when I break all the ties upon me<br />I am a free bird now,<br />like a floating cotton in the clouds.<br /><br />And now you can loosen and drop<br />like my torn clad way behind meStyphinson Tomshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08526939359706130381noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898413089868013002.post-38271043878774940812011-04-08T09:48:00.000-07:002011-04-08T09:52:20.475-07:00choiceslife is made up of choices, right and wrong<br />they put themselves in a straight line<br />but in opposite directions<br />you can choose to move towards the right<br />or you can turn to the left side<br />Always Remember, that you can only walk in only one direction<br /><br />days are made up of choices, glad and sad<br />they also put themselves in a straight line<br />but in opposite directions<br />you can choose to move towards the right<br />or you can turn to the left side<br />Always Remember, that you can only walk in only one directionStyphinson Tomshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08526939359706130381noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898413089868013002.post-12333103929281014122011-03-18T08:49:00.000-07:002011-03-18T08:51:25.793-07:00DreamLeaves falling down .. like in a dream am walking in a drizzle<br />Now winter has gone trees started shedding leaves and a lot is changed ..<br />I wonder how this nature is accepting these changes<br />Past seven in the night and there is only dim light in the street<br /><br />Tomorrow might be a pleasant day but who knows? future is uncertain!<br />Am trying to cop-up with these inevitable changes in life.<br />I felt, behind every drop of silence hidden thousand sorrows<br />Both the road and my heart wept and wet<br /><br />I felt mother nature is hiding many of her greedy emotions<br />The pain and agony she had come through<br />And trying to smile at us every morning<br />But sometimes erupting when things cant be suffered anymore.<br /><br />Miles away my destination not knowing why am i going.<br />I really wish for a dawn pleasant and sunny<br />which may take away my upset mood and gloomy sky<br />One break from this hardships with my dear one'sStyphinson Tomshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08526939359706130381noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898413089868013002.post-63131722728066842722011-03-18T08:47:00.000-07:002011-03-18T08:48:48.907-07:00Dark CloudsAm afraid of the dark clouds which I am gonna throw upon you<br />I am wondering how can I love and hate you at the same time<br /><br />Like there is sun rise and sun set in the same direction<br />What rise in the east always ends up in the west!<br /><br />But in this sleepless night I wish to throw dark clouds on you<br />Am sure that these clouds soaked in hatred can beat your plain glasses<br /><br />One more night buried alive while stars mocking at me<br />Do you talk to thee my friend I do, and you know they said,<br /><br />They are tied to me like floating lotus flowers, lairs<br />There were more empty spaces than in your heart<br /><br />Like the dead spirits dream, I tried to wipe your tears<br />I the handless man with black heart and white face<br /><br />I kept my heart in farmers chimney and don’t be afraid of its bloody wetness<br />Open it and see it is not defeated by the drought<br /><br />When I killed me for the first time with a knife no blood came out<br />May be because my blood formed a covering around my heart to protect it<br /><br />The clouds never knew that the people are just using them<br />They kept on moving in search of peace!Styphinson Tomshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08526939359706130381noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898413089868013002.post-80168514455431521362011-03-18T08:42:00.000-07:002011-03-18T08:47:05.104-07:00Untold MagicI never learned magic so as to vanish from your sight<br />But then magic inspired me too! To vanish from your heart.<br />The wise man had gone wrong! Fate is not predefined<br />Ofcousre it is designed ahead of scheduled incidents<br />Well planned and executed by the almighty.<br />You and Me are not just mere incidents of thoughts.<br />But then the mystery is yet not resolved.<br />Now when the gentle breeze cover you with an aura<br />Take a deep breath wide open your eyes<br />And give out a big smile.<br />And know, luck is what you deserve for your doings.<br />And so you prepare for your bad luck.<br />Why do you worry when I am mad?<br />You must be envious of me, that I am enlightened of truth.<br />You hid behind your soul not winning it for ever<br />I have broken the traditions you must be jealousy of me.<br />The falcon started flying up around the sky again,<br />Accompanied by whirling wind and overcast<br />The mystery starts once again...<br />Now I am afraid to love you, because of the curse<br />Which is goanna fell up on you at the end.<br />I realize that my time is near<br />The time to begin the journey.Styphinson Tomshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08526939359706130381noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898413089868013002.post-9196540844713758082011-03-18T06:31:00.000-07:002011-03-18T06:35:22.304-07:00Back to HomeYou know when it is been filled up to flow out.<br />Your heart is been filled with full of joy<br />You smile and walk in the narrow street,<br />Kicking off the small stone while thinking of her.<br /><br />Yes its time to burst out..<br />You dont see the darkness now, but only stars ..<br />Twinkling and winking at you<br />You know, dawn never comes to you..<br /><br />Chillness of december is waiting to hug you<br />Where home is just a sweet memory.<br />Distance not but time makes it so special<br />Going back to home is going back to yourself<br /><br />Droplets of water are waiting for you..<br />Resting on the grass tip they are ... for you<br />Now you know its time to go out.<br />No one can stop you from doing thatStyphinson Tomshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08526939359706130381noreply@blogger.com0